Looking for Silver Linings

Craptastic

How else can I describe something horrible and look for the possible good out of it....

I have a tendency to make poor choices when I'm tired.  This also occurs when I'm coming down with something.  Case and point, prior to my marathon last year, I was so tired I put my pants on inside out and then promptly was sick for a week.  

So I was tired....I have been tired for a couple days, maybe even longer.  I skipped my Tuesday night track work out and went straight home.  I was in bed by 8:30.  As I was falling asleep, I thought to myself - I'm pretty sure I locked my vehicle.

So the next day I wake up, get my day started and head out the door.  My hatch is completed lifted.  My heart sinks into my stomach.  I already know what has happened.  I race to the back of the car to find my Northface and Columbia coaching jackets, but no silver Adidas bag with my skates.  I see my passenger front door is wide open everything rifled through and an extra spare house keys on the ground in front of my vehicle.  They also pulled out my running shoes and left a perfectly good Nike bag with gym clothes in it.

After filing a police report, the officer informed me that the thieves did not close the doors because it would make a sound which could alert (my dog).  I notice the drivers side door and back passenger door are not closed all the way.  The bag was not visible as the cover over the trunk area was still intact.  It was possibly a random check of vehicles and mine happened to be unlocked.

So what was in the bag - nothing of value to anyone but me.

• Custom baby blue suede skates with a silver star inset (how rock star is that??)
• 8 champion cords for my kiddos to use
• Powertwist
• A test book
• A cd
• 2 pairs of mittens
• 2 hats
• Thermal leggings
• Custom thermal zip up pants
• Thermal long sleeve top
• Ripped up silver Adidas gym bag
• iPhone car charger

I filed a claim and spent the day filling out paperwork and bringing in quotes for everything.  I checked with pawn shops and am checking on Craigslist.  A sergeant from the pd called and asked me to check on Craiglist as SP Teri skates were listed.  

What can't be replaced is the violation I felt.  And the disappointment in making such a costly mistake.

The negatives

I had personal items of value and sentiment stolen from me.

I had a personal melt down and am emotionally exhausted.

I have a $1000 deductible.

I have been informed that I will take a hit and my insurance premiums will go up.

My poor body will be freezing at the rink.
My old pair of skates are really too small and after 10 minutes of wearing them, I sat on the boards in my socks.

Even if I replace things it will cost me and I do not want to accrue any debt.

I probably will not get these items back, more than likely they have been tossed aside.

The silver lining

Everything is replaceable and I'm ok.

I still have my coaching jackets and can make do to stay warm.

The kids complain about the champion cords triple hooks being difficult to use - I can get the S hooks which are easier for them.

I called United States Figure Skating as they do not sell a stand alone test book, they sent me a replacement.

I paid $190 for Powertwist and it is now priced at $160 with shipping.  SAVINGS!!!

I have lost weight and my custom thermal pants were falling down like a gangsta - time to size down and get a new pair.
When I sprained my ankle I taught in my Uggs for 5 weeks...I took and passed both of my Master ratings exams in shoes, dress shoes at that.  Maybe Jimmy can strap on some blades to my Uggs - total comfort, right?

My silver Adidas bag was ripping and with my no spending policy I had planned on not replacing it unless it completely broke - it was close and I was bound to have to replace it at some point anyhow.

I am headed to conference later this month where they often give discounts to coaches for the most expensive item on the list which are the boots.

Who doesn't need a new pair of skates....now what color should I get????

One of my skaters wrote this to me  -

":( well at least they didn't steal you :) then we would have bigger problems? :)"  Wisdom from a 17 year old!

The positives outweigh the negatives.  It still stings but in the end, everything will be ok.